Enjoy Life Every Moment

Sometimes i really wonder why i meet the same people everytime i go out lunch, two reasons:
1. Fate
2. Brunei is too small

obviously people will agree on the second reasons


These few days i meet my old friends alot, is it only me or have they all grown into find young men and women, hahaha, although we meet alot, i find it really amusing, some of them really seems to still know what is going on with each other, talking about stuff that everyone seems to understand, and if i'm there, all i do is listen, coz i have no idea what, where or who they are saying, and they will look at me expecting me to know, i will look at them, smile and nod my head, like i know, then look back down to my food, hoping they will not call my name, i feel so in the corner.

Okay, maybe its my fault i dont usually hang out with them very much, but individually with each of them , i talk alot, like i know everything they said, but once in a big group, i will fade away.....its really tough. Hahaha, but i need to sociallize more with them, that is why i try to hang out more with them, but then, now that we are all working, we have our own work frens and social fren and old fren, i guess i need to manage my time more, and im not usually a very organise person, i do things that i suddenly think of, not doing it according to plan....what a dissapointment.