Sunday, November 20, 2011

Scary Dream

I have another nightmare again last night-this morning.

James and I was walking up a stair in between shops to the 1st floor. The reason we went up there was to see the library located there. A man has just walked up there and we think the place might not be that bad if someone else is also going there. As we open the old door with rusty handle, a cold chill pass us by. The place does look like a library with shelves of books but it look really eerie, old the place is dim, not much light from the small weak bulb hanging from the ceiling.

Nevertheless, James and I decided to give the place a shot. With one look, we can see the whole place, and the man earlier was no where to be seen. Not only that, but no one seems to be there except the 2 of us. We wanted to search for a book, so we start our search from the first shelf and so on. As we went to the next shelf, things start to get weird.

The shelf rattle as if there's an earthquake. Books start flying off the shelf and hitting us. The place seems more dim by the minute. And i grab James hand and ran out of the place as fast as i can. When we were at the bottom of the steps, James ask if we were to return to the place again, coz the books that we wanted was still there on the table. We really needed that book badly but at the same time, i was really terrified.

Then i saw one of my fren coming towards us and i ask him to accompany us to the 1st floor. This time, at least there will be another human being and we might need him to proof that we are not crazy if anything would have happen again. So the 3 of us climb the stairs and then to my amazement, the door seems more easier to open than the first time, and the library was brightly lit. The guy earlier was sitting at one of the table reading through a book.

My fren then suddenly said that he need to head home as he has some urgent things to finish and he ran down the stairs, just as he did, the library seems to be dimmer and the place seems to have lost the lively feeling and the man earlier turn and walk towards us, his head bend down alittle but he kept his eyes on us.

James decided to get the book and he ask me to wait by the door while he go and get it. As he went inside, the man said something about James going to join them. And the door was sarting to close on its own. I tried to stop the door but to no suceed. And out of the blue, a lady in white chongsom (tradition chinese fashion), she was standing right behind me, and i was terrified by the way she look, she look like she wallked out of an old movie, with the old hairstyle, her expression dead.

At that point, i woke up~
Ok, i'm so terrified when i woke up that i have to move closer to James and it is said that nightmare mostly occur if a person is feeling cold while they sleep, so i wanted the warm. I guess i stick to him too long that i satrt to sweat, and he seems to notice that i was clinging to him while i sleep. He only learn that i have the nightmare this mornind and we have a good laugh about it.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Perfume~

I finally got the perfume from Shala~

I love this scent as it is not strong, it is a fresh scent~

Love struck is also a new scent to me, and the thing about this perfume is that the bottle cap is really pretty but it is also very fragile. Shala told em one of ther friend bought the same perfume and she was not careful when she tried to get it out of the box and one of the flower came off.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Bored to death



Im super bored right now. Its not like i have nothing to do, the feeling is just there.



I have not update anything new since August, that is probably becuase i have been feeling sick and uncomfort all the time now. I'm so bored i actually put on make-up everyday these days early in the morning before i starts my work.

It's not usually my style. I normally let my pale face goes everywhere at my workplace, no bother to put on sun block or powder, or eye liner or anything. But these few weeks, i have start to really put on stuff on my face, eye shadow, liner, mascara, powder, blusher, you name it, whatever that can go on my face, except for falsies. That's too much.

Beliebe it or not, im now alone in the office. Everyone is at this safety time out thingy. I've had my session, so im here at the office writing in my blog while listening to Imagine from Glee Cast.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Weird Dream



My whole family was having this idea to have a new house and we were all standing in the middle of the half-build house. This is the sketch plan of the new house.

We were all excited with the new house. Next day, James and i was passing by our half build house and i saw my family there with some family friends, and my mother saw me and wave at me to come and see the house with them. So James and I drop by and this time we manage to go to the 1st floor of the house. It is identical to the ground floor. There were a few construction worker there.


One of my parents friend decided to stay alittle longer to inspect the house after we have all left. But he was murdered by one of the construction worker and the worker lay his body at one of the bed that was already there at the first floor.


The uncle did not know of his dead, and so his spirit visited our house like he always do. But my sister and i notice his pale feature and his weird action. Night by night he came over to his house, and we can see he was getting paler and thinner, and so we mentioned this to my mother but she just brush us off as being ridiculous. My siblings and i decided to visit the house one day, and we found out that there were alot of zombies roaming the first floor of our house. We got a peak of the uncle's body while we were carefully venturing towards the first floor.


So, here's what happen to the uncle, he was infected by the Zombie diseases when he was murdered and if his spirit realize his own body and dead, he will lose control and eventually became one of the zombie. So our task in my dream was to eliminate all the zombies that are evading our first floor and to make sure the uncle doesn't discover his own body.


So we have all this gruesome detail on killing the zombie, but before any real drama happen, i woke up. Although my dream is somewhat childish and weird, i still feel really uncomfortable at the idea of the uncle's pale and ghastly face.


The thing is, in real life, the uncle is pretty much alive and healthy and yes, he visits us every night.

Monday, August 22, 2011

I was watching Masterchef Australia the other day and i am so in love with this show recently. The way they prepare the food are so interesting mouth watering. If u have watch the Junior masterchef, those kids will really amazed you. Anyway, as i was saying, i was watching this show the other day, i fell in love with the food showed by one of the chef.


This was the dessert shown the other day and i was apparently very hungry at the time that i wanted so badly to try it. But this is Brunei, where should we find a restaurant that serve these kind of yummy desert, then i suddenly think of RMS and Fratini, and i looked at James and say to him. "Let's go to Fratini tonight."


He looked at me and says "Let's turn of the television."


Sigh~ We didnt go Fratini that night, instead, we went to Excapade. But i only have all cooked food and no cheese and Mayonniese.

But im still thinking of Fratini, so i have decided to go to Fratini tonight wether James like it or not, besides, he shouldn't complain, since i'll be the one buying for us. Right?

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Easy steps for baking a sponge cake. No explanation needed.

















Basically after the above, you need to put that into the oven and i think this is for 30 minutes or so and voila~






Monday, August 8, 2011

Hot Weather

The weather have been insanely hot these days. I was on my way back home one afternoon, and the sun was shining high above the sky and the blaring heat from the sun was penetrating through the shirt i was wearing and it hit right on my skin. I can feel the pain from the heat although im wearing long sleeve.

I believe if u leave a raw egg on the pavement, it will cook in an instant.

That is exactly how hot the weather is these days. I never knew it to be that hot before. What is going on with the weather these days, more importantly, the sun. Why is it working so hard all of the sudden?

Sunday, August 7, 2011

You know, it's a funny way of saying hanging out with my family, because most people will mean hanging out with their frens or buds. But i guess that is just how me and my sis normally do. Well, me, becuase i seldom hang out with my frens. It's not that i dont have any frens to hang out with, it's just i choose to hang out with my family more.




I feel very very comfortable if im out with my family, because i dont have to act like someone else, i can just be me and we jokes and laugh like there is no tomorrow. But if i'm with my frens, some of them might not like how i express myself.





I hung out with some of my highschool frens, well, mostly to gatherings, but i don't seem to find the connection with them. There are always talking about things, i have no clue about, or they are talking about someone i don't even know, coz many of them work together in a company. So i'm mostly the odds one out.
It makes me feel kinda miserable coz i feel awkward with my highschool frens. They are all nice people of course, maybe it's just our differences and how we think and act is not the same.

Surprisingly i can actually mendle with my other group of frens from college and work pretty well. But the funny thing is, im a Chinese and i find it more comfortable with my Malay frens than my chinese frens and i have no idea why. I always try my very best to

join in, but it just feel more awkward afterwards.



Which is why sometimes, i feel like i dont belong with them. But i want to be with my frens and hang out. I just dont understand why it normally dont work for me.


But im happy with my family. They always make my day and i always have a great time with them. And i notice i always laugh alot when Shely and Shala is there. They are silly together and they entertain me while im like the audience listening to their silliness and laughing alone at the corner. Im not the only one, Stephen is also the audience most of the time.


Anyway, life is meaningful for me at the moment with everyone around to make me laugh and cry and feel all kinda emotions and i'm very happy to have all of the people around me~





Saturday, August 6, 2011

Ok, the picture should be from the bottom to from, sigh~, i can never get the hang of using the picture, i dont know which one will turn up first or which one is last, but no matter. As long the picture is able to be uploaded. So here u see, Shely have bought Stephen this machine that can imprint Spongebob's picture onto the bread. He seems to love playing with his new toy last night. The thing is, his bday wasn't even yesterday, it was suppose to be next week on the Thursday, reason for the early celebration was coz' by Thursday, there won't be alot of people at home, James and i will not be coming home coz it's a working day the next day and Shely will probably in the UBD hostel.

So we decided to do it last night, weekend, well, who don't love the weekend~
There were a lot of yummy food last night.
Stephen got 2 cakes yesterday, but none of it with his real name on it, there were like birthday greeting on it, but address to Apek and Chu Mia, it's not a mistake, we deliberately ask the lady at the cake house to put on that onto the cake. It's kinda like a joke. Apek, because he is like one, and Chu Mia is a nick name given my Shala~
Here, he is very excited to see how his new toy operate.
James loving his everyday and everywhere pose~ Hehe~
This will be his other bday gift, bean bag. It's very expensive, it cost me and james like B$69. And it's the last one they have, so we just bought it. Coz' Stephen is always talking about buying one but never seems to really doing it.
U see what i mean, when i say Apek is a good way of describing him. The skinny thing adds more to the Apek character.



Thursday, August 4, 2011

BSP HD Masterchef

























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