This is my first time playing table tennis tournament, and yes, it is a huge deal for me. The thing is, i am not a good player at all. I usually just play for fun, and the last before this tournament, i played it during my attachment in 2007, and that was only my first time playing, for about 2 months, and i stop playing after the attachment. And because of this tournament, i start practicing about a month ago, so all in all, i have about 3 months of un-expert experience with table tennis.
So today is the first day of tournament, and with little practice, i lose, very naturally. Because i was up against the Belait team, which are all national players, who am i to kid. There's no way i can beat them, but i did try my best, and i'm actually happy with my result, at least, during one time of the game, i was ahead of my opponent's point, by 2-3 point. Not bad, huh~ Anyway, all in all, BSP team lose today. No problem, we will do out best again for tomorrow's game. I'm playing again in the women's single.
Yes, i'm super nervous, even my other team mate keep saying that i look nervous and pale. I can't hide it. I need a good night sleep tonight to have all the energy i can get, but i don't know about that. I have to wake up later in between sleep to feed Jazelle.