Enjoy Life Every Moment

Every year, i tried to lose weight and it's always the same story. I would cut down on almost everything and eat food that makes me sick of it. And i would only be able to do that for like a month, tops. But this year, i am going to change that. No more losing weight, but instead, i tried to switch my food to something more fat-free but i can still eat the food that i love if i want to, but smaller portion, and i have to force myself go exercise, because, i alwasyshave excuse not to. Not this year, noooooo~ Since i love jogging instead of aerobic, i will go for jogging then.

I have put on alot, when i said alot, i mean ALOT, of weight since i gave birth to Jazelle. And it is making me miserable. Non of my old pants fit me, my hips seem wider, which is not good. I bought some really cute shorts before i got pregnant, and i was thinking, after pregnant, i might be able to use them, but, when i put them on, it's like a slap to my face. All the shorts were stuck at my hip. S***!!

Anyway, JAzelle is now 10 months old and i am still on the same weight that i have after the deliver. And i am like 10kg over weight. 10, and that's like a child's weight, as if i am carrying a child all the time. So i have decided, that is not healthy. That is not fit. How can i enjoy my life every moment when i feel so miserable. So i decided to go for a healthier diet instead of a DIET diet. I started jogging in December with a good friend, but it was on and off. But this year, i cannot do that again. I feel bad for myself after that, so i am going to start this year, new year, new goal.

I went jogging yesterday alone, and i was actually ok with it, and not only that, i am happy because i usually don't jog by myself, i always need company. Lots of excuse again, lets not go there. And after the jog, i feel so active and alive, and i love that feeling. So i decide to do it everyday, if i can. Unless it goes raining on me.

Ok, so i will write a follow up regarding this post in a month and see if i have lose some weight. Wish me luck!!

Chaos~