Enjoy Life Every Moment

I have not been in here since~ i dont remember!! Its been too long.Yeah, Shala and Shely, dont be surprise if you see this entry.I just feel like i need to do something, so i'm doing this. Anyway, today, i am 27wks and 2 days pregnant. And my tummy is like a balloon/giant egg according to Shely.

Baby is getting bigger each day, and baby is getting stronger, kicks really hard till i am not able to sleep at night and early in the morning at like 3 plus. It's been a really great feeling when you feel little human being inside you moving and i can even feel the baby's hiccup, how cool is that.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

I have another nightmare again last night-this morning.

James and I was walking up a stair in between shops to the 1st floor. The reason we went up there was to see the library located there. A man has just walked up there and we think the place might not be that bad if someone else is also going there. As we open the old door with rusty handle, a cold chill pass us by. The place does look like a library with shelves of books but it look really eerie, old the place is dim, not much light from the small weak bulb hanging from the ceiling.

Nevertheless, James and I decided to give the place a shot. With one look, we can see the whole place, and the man earlier was no where to be seen. Not only that, but no one seems to be there except the 2 of us. We wanted to search for a book, so we start our search from the first shelf and so on. As we went to the next shelf, things start to get weird.

The shelf rattle as if there's an earthquake. Books start flying off the shelf and hitting us. The place seems more dim by the minute. And i grab James hand and ran out of the place as fast as i can. When we were at the bottom of the steps, James ask if we were to return to the place again, coz the books that we wanted was still there on the table. We really needed that book badly but at the same time, i was really terrified.

Then i saw one of my fren coming towards us and i ask him to accompany us to the 1st floor. This time, at least there will be another human being and we might need him to proof that we are not crazy if anything would have happen again. So the 3 of us climb the stairs and then to my amazement, the door seems more easier to open than the first time, and the library was brightly lit. The guy earlier was sitting at one of the table reading through a book.

My fren then suddenly said that he need to head home as he has some urgent things to finish and he ran down the stairs, just as he did, the library seems to be dimmer and the place seems to have lost the lively feeling and the man earlier turn and walk towards us, his head bend down alittle but he kept his eyes on us.

James decided to get the book and he ask me to wait by the door while he go and get it. As he went inside, the man said something about James going to join them. And the door was sarting to close on its own. I tried to stop the door but to no suceed. And out of the blue, a lady in white chongsom (tradition chinese fashion), she was standing right behind me, and i was terrified by the way she look, she look like she wallked out of an old movie, with the old hairstyle, her expression dead.

At that point, i woke up~
Ok, i'm so terrified when i woke up that i have to move closer to James and it is said that nightmare mostly occur if a person is feeling cold while they sleep, so i wanted the warm. I guess i stick to him too long that i satrt to sweat, and he seems to notice that i was clinging to him while i sleep. He only learn that i have the nightmare this mornind and we have a good laugh about it.

I have not update anything new since August, that is probably becuase i have been feeling sick and uncomfort all the time now. I'm so bored i actually put on make-up everyday these days early in the morning before i starts my work.

It's not usually my style. I normally let my pale face goes everywhere at my workplace, no bother to put on sun block or powder, or eye liner or anything. But these few weeks, i have start to really put on stuff on my face, eye shadow, liner, mascara, powder, blusher, you name it, whatever that can go on my face, except for falsies. That's too much.

Beliebe it or not, im now alone in the office. Everyone is at this safety time out thingy. I've had my session, so im here at the office writing in my blog while listening to Imagine from Glee Cast.

We were all excited with the new house. Next day, James and i was passing by our half build house and i saw my family there with some family friends, and my mother saw me and wave at me to come and see the house with them. So James and I drop by and this time we manage to go to the 1st floor of the house. It is identical to the ground floor. There were a few construction worker there.

One of my parents friend decided to stay alittle longer to inspect the house after we have all left. But he was murdered by one of the construction worker and the worker lay his body at one of the bed that was already there at the first floor.

The uncle did not know of his dead, and so his spirit visited our house like he always do. But my sister and i notice his pale feature and his weird action. Night by night he came over to his house, and we can see he was getting paler and thinner, and so we mentioned this to my mother but she just brush us off as being ridiculous. My siblings and i decided to visit the house one day, and we found out that there were alot of zombies roaming the first floor of our house. We got a peak of the uncle's body while we were carefully venturing towards the first floor.

So, here's what happen to the uncle, he was infected by the Zombie diseases when he was murdered and if his spirit realize his own body and dead, he will lose control and eventually became one of the zombie. So our task in my dream was to eliminate all the zombies that are evading our first floor and to make sure the uncle doesn't discover his own body.

So we have all this gruesome detail on killing the zombie, but before any real drama happen, i woke up. Although my dream is somewhat childish and weird, i still feel really uncomfortable at the idea of the uncle's pale and ghastly face.

The thing is, in real life, the uncle is pretty much alive and healthy and yes, he visits us every night.