Enjoy Life Every Moment

I have just finish watching another korean drama. It wasn't bad but not exactly my favorite as well. 

I have alot of drama in my hard disk right now. I went home last friday and Shely transfer some really nice series for me to watch. Mostly English ones of course.

At the moment, Jazelle is sleeping but she's making alot of sound. I have a feeling she is dreaming. 

I am so pale nowadays and so plain, i didn't bother to put on any makeup on whenever i go out. I miss doing that actually. It's not that i don't want to, it's just that, i don't need to coz it's only KB and i don't bother to dress up. I just went out, get some stuff and back. If i'm going to Bandar, i might do that.

And i so badly wanted to do some exercise, i feel so flappy after delivering. I have no idea where all my muscle have gone. And thanks to Shely who seems to like to remind me that im flappy by constantly pinching at my arm.

There's so much i wanna do right now. Sigh~ How??

 This one was before we found out about the adjustable sling. The below is sample of moby wrap, which have the same principle as the Balboa baby sling. The only difference is that, the moby wrap is a very long piece of garment where the garment is wrap around the body manually and then the baby is then slipped into the wrap.

I even bought a 4 meter fabric but it was the wrong type and now i think i'll just ask my mum to make something out of the 4 meter fabric i bought instead of letting it go to waste.

 I love this last one the most. This baby is just too cute. When i saw this, i was like, OMGGGGGGGGG, SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!

I wonder what Shala was doing. I open my FB and saw this first picture at my home page and i was like WTF. I was actually so tired this morning to even have breakfast or to sit still without dozing off and i even manage to laugh at this. So i'm a little awake right now after this.

I manage to get like only 30 minutes of sleep last night. And surprisingly during that 30 minute, i even manage to dream. But after that, my brain was like at sleeping mode and yet i cannot sleep no matter how much i wanted to. Jazelle keep screaming the whole night for more breast milk. But what should i do when my breast milk's not that much. She doesn't like the formula milk and the bottle unless she's really really hungry and that's the only thing ready at her mouth at the time.

Many have said to drink milo and soup and lots of water, basically anything with liquid. I have done that but still no improvement, in fact, it was getting less and less. I drink milo, water, spirulina everyday, and even added soup to my everyday dinner and sometimes even juices, fruits (coz' they contain lots of water) but sigh~

Did you see that tiny feet? This is the feet of my 1 month and 12 days old Jazelle Yap. She is sound asleep this very moment while i am blogging about her. But she makes alot of sound while sleeping, like someone just snatch a lollipop from her. She sound frustrated, i wonder what she is dreaming about.
Can you find anything cute on my bed? She sleeps beside me during the night time. This is so that when she cries, i can instantly attend to her. Another excuse for me not to get up and walk to her bed coz i know i will also be drowsy during that time.
She was smiling when i took this. Hmm, must be dreaming of something nice. Probably me taking her to play. Who knows!!
While she was busy sleeping, i was busy taking my picture with her. Seriously, this is the most peaceful time for me and i can do something else. People always say, when your baby is sleeping, you sleep with her. Well, it's like 9 am right now and im just not able to sleep. It's too "daytime" for me.
2 days ago after daddy gets home from work. She seems to like sleeping there, like her nest.
Hugs and kisses to Baby Jazelle!

My bed is my sanctuary right now. But unfortunately i am not able to sleep anytime i want. My energy is literally drained from me every minute of the day. If only babies can sleep fully at night like us and play in the daytime, then it wouldn't be that bad.

And i also dont have time to sweat as i am always in the room. My weight is gradually climbing which is not good at all.

Owh, how i miss my beauty sleep and my lovely bed.

Jazelle is asleep and this is the time i do something of my own and i decide to draw coz' i havent been drawing for a long time now. Anyway, notice the difference between my drawing and the original one i tried to copied. FAILED! Just look at the body muscle in the original one and the one i imitate. WTF! My drawing skill have decline.

Anyway, Jazelle have quite a number of clothes as gift from friends and family that i am so tempted to let her try it on. But she is normally either sleeping or screaming her head off. For her to stay quiet and not crying or sleeping normally only last max 10 minutes and not all the time. SO it is difficult for me to play dress up on her. If all those clothes and hats can fit me, i will defintely cam-whore in it.
I tried to shoot her with the headband, and it only lasted 5 minutes like that before she start her full-force scream. Sigh!!