Enjoy Life Every Moment

Ok, i know people always say looking after a baby is not easy, but now i really know what they mean.

Take me for example, starting morning, Jazelle wake up at 7.30am and after bath feeding and diapers change, she doesn't wanna sleep. Worse, she seems like she is sleeping, but that only lasted like max 20 minutes and later her cries filled the whole house. Then feeding again, and making her burp is another process which can take up to half an hour then trying to make her sleep in 1 hour, by the time she is about to sleep, she is hungry again, and the cycle comes again.

This lasted till 4 pm, why? Coz James is home from work then and i let him take over while i shower, have my dinner and by 8pm, i went to sleep so that i can look after Jazelle from 12 midnight onwards while James go to sleep. So midnight, she sleeps for a while, then wake up at about 1.30am to be fed, then sleep after burping at 2am, then wakes up probably at 3.30am pr 4am then feed then burp and sleep at about 4.30am. Wakes up again before 6am, thats when James is up and ready to go to work. And Jazelle sleeps till 7.30am, and so it begins.

Sigh~ i feel like i havent been sleeping lately, although i did, but it's different. Im only looking after one baby, i wonder how those looking after twins or triplet or more handle all of them at once. This actually makes me wonder how many more children i would want in the future. Maybe just this one or 2 , definitely not 5 like my mum suggested. Unless i am really up for it and still have alot of energy to look after them.

The thing is, i have only been looking after Jazelle for 10days. I hope i dont passed out from lack of sleep.

But i just love Jazelle so much!!